Weird Morning

Woke up today in a rotten mood. Cold, dark, and drizzly outside. Had an argument last night, which didn't help, and on top of it had a bad bad dream. I really just wanted to put the covers over my head and go back to sleep but I have too much to do today. WOW am I pouting or what?
Maybe some of it is that I finally have to make myself take down the Christmas decorations and I hate doing that. I love Christmas and would keep my decorations up all year if the rest of the family wouldn't have me committed for trying to impersonate Mrs. Claus (or Paula Dean since I love to cook and they do look a lot alike....oops going of topic). 
Some of it could be that my surgery date is getting closer and that means I have to start really facing the fact, which of course I don't want to do. It is so easy to talk about it and act like you are strong and everything will be OK when it is "sometime" in the future. Now it is 2 weeks away and I think a bit of panic is setting in. That is also why the argument bothered me more than usual I guess.
Yesterday was such an AWESOME day! I had to run all over town, which normally I hate doing, but Jessi and I just made it fun. She has started a Vlog on YouTube and we were just being silly. We walked around the grocery store just blabbering on and on about nonsense and laughing at the people that looked at us like we needed medication or something. If you want to check her out search HalfassedVlogging on youtube.com. She is just starting out but I think you will get a chuckle out of some of her stuff.
I really would love to not go anywhere today, light the fire, put on comfy sweats and watch movies. Sounds like waaaaaaaaaaaaaay more fun than getting dressed and going out into the cold yucky weather. I am so done with winter and it just started!!! I need some SUNSHINE!!!
OK I whined to you all and now I feel better. Guess I just needed to vent a bit. Plus after reading what I wrote I realize I just need to suck it up and stop being a baby!! Sheesh!!!